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Hi!
It's me again.
Lately I've been having many ups and downs and I can't explain why...0.0
And I ain't pissed at you Amy =.=
How many times do I have to say it so you will believe me??
Ebony, did you tell Shailin, Lana, etc in your class about this?
WHY? They aren't involved (most of us aren't really) but it's not all that good to tell ppl even if you say A B C OR D because they will work it out...like Lana did...
I'm not targeting you specifically because I can bet some of us did it unintentionally too..maybe even myself...
I don't know1
I don't even know why I care so much...
Because it made our group all weird? I feel like there is something weird or like it isn't quite normal...or is it just me...
I kinda cried (for a few secs...i was trying really hard not to after that) which doesn't make sense because it isn't even my business...lol that was why I was looking down after Amy said I didn't understand because i didn't like ppl and the feeling...haha
I guess that did cut deep Lisa like you said but I don't know...like your eyes were all red and you kinda felt frustrated and annoyed at us for the way it was and maybe what Amy said made it even worse?
Are you feeling its too chaotic and problematic with us right now so you want to escape? or Like try to avoid us or you feel you have to be there but when you're with otherr you can forget and be at peace, happy and have fun without us being a constant reminder?
Nothing was really resolved was it?
When you asked us whether we wanted you to be be happy or sad and we all answered happy right way...I don't think we got the meaning of what happy was for you...
And if you are angry, hurt and upset I think I understand why...and if I don't I guess I just don't understand it...
BUT it will go away and then there will be a brighter day with more sunshine soon =).
Haha. I think I am over analysing. Wells, I shouldn't talk too much. It will get better so it the meanwhile...TRY to stay HAPPY...
and you are still acting weird. xD