I haven't been writing much lately...most of the time there are things I want to say but then i forget to type it up...lol
I've been having mood swings lately...not on the outside of course....i think i had them most of the time when i could logically think...lol and i use lol a lot...although i find it really annoying when ppl actually say it...back to my mood swings...sometimes i feel like really happy but then i wonder- am i really happy...and then i get really down sometimes and then i feel empty...and i feel dead and sad...or sometimes i'm annoyed at everything and everyone around me and i feel as if i could rant and rave and shout all day long....sigh
and to friends (they know who I'm talking about) when i told you ppl about the sports thing...i didn't think you would understand...its kinda hard to explain i suppose but i though you guys would....i don't know...lol maybe I'll explain another day...
had a huge fight with my mum the other day...you know the crossing the divide camp..well i wanted to go heaps and then i wasn't allowed because in the beginning i ended up saying i didn't want to go...so i suppose it was kinda my fault but i kinda turned it around so it wasn't...and so my mum started yelling at me because i had asked for days and over and over....yeah i know. and some other stuff I'm not going to write.
Shinhwa is havin their final concerts in Japan and Korea T_T and i won't be able to see it T_T and they're releasing 9th album =) yay! They won't be together for sometime because stupid Korea made stupid law that every guy has to do army service for 2 WHOLE YEARS!!! ahhh...and so Minwoo and Dongwan and Eric i think (i only remember minwoo is doing it...I'm guessing) or was it minwoo, junjin and someone else...wait i know i ll check now.. i was rite...first group of ppl going to army
welps..its 11:20 pm rite now and i got North Shore tomoz T_T
btw Rosa maybe you should tell manda she's kinda being bitchy to Emma...yeah they don't like each other but still...it's kinda mean because if Emma wants to open window she can...manda doesn't have to go all bossy and mean. I think Emma's pretty nice right now actually....she's changed and i think it's better =)
looking at ur video of mia camp rosa and you ppl look so different...as in manda and you....manda smiles strange in fotos...looks funny...lol
welps im goign now...bye bye everyone reading this...=)
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
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Yo! Haven't been typing much lately...gotta find an excuse to go on. =P
Today was swimming carnival!!! I foudn it pretty boring after roll call and the first 2 hours went by...i felt dead, bored and depressed for no reason...probly cause there wasn't anything to do...i get bored very very easily...everything is boring unless its new or exciting i suppose...well to me....lol altho there were some funny and non-boring times...like all the clothes and "cool bling bling" you guys dressed up in (referring to reject shop and stuff), shouting up in the stands, cheering snadie, ebony and may while they swam =) lawrence swimming (his googles were retarded) and stupid lucy and her team lawrence (lucy's got a thing for him..lalalalala...jking jking =P), lisa and amy joining in with the yr 11 guys to sing mr college a song (apparently from ms milner and it was supposed to be the titanic song...) Hey, hey baby...i wanna know oh oh if you'll my girl....hoo hah...=D funny everyone was staring =)and then i got bored after that....lol until the free time to swim....i sat at the edge dangling by legs in the pool until stupid lisa used the glitter green hats to scoop water and pour them on me >=) and then i was wet and then she pushed me in...but i think i wanted her to push me in cause i went in anyways and then i was soaking wet in jeans and all...lol but the whirlpool was cool =) and then i got home and i was still all wet..lol after wringing out my clothes and standing watching ppl dive from diving board....go amy =) i think the carnival oul've been better but still today was fun after all when you sum it up =) and...
Lisa, yesterday at sport i was pissed at you because you forced Jenny to do something she didn't want to do and I told you to not try out because once you made it, you couldn't drop out or there wouldn't be a team...but you still tried out with Amy because maybe you wanted to actually prove you could get in? Amy played probably for fun I suppose...well at the end when you all made it in Jenny didn't want to play and sign up because she didn't want to. And when i said you guys were forcing her to sign up you guys were like "We're asking." But you ppl just kept on repetitively asking until she signed up anyways so isn't that forcing/peer pressure? And later when i asked her "Did you really want to play hockey?" when you ppl weren't there...she said that she wanted to play fencing. You guys didn't really think what she wanted...you just thought about what you wanted...and when shirisha didn't want to play you just went oh ok then. Yeah...i wanted jenny to go to fencing instead of hockey because i'm not really close to ebony or joannie even though i like them but i would have respected jenny's decision if she said she wanted to go to hockey...but you ppl forced her to go to hockey...so yeah...
Today was swimming carnival!!! I foudn it pretty boring after roll call and the first 2 hours went by...i felt dead, bored and depressed for no reason...probly cause there wasn't anything to do...i get bored very very easily...everything is boring unless its new or exciting i suppose...well to me....lol altho there were some funny and non-boring times...like all the clothes and "cool bling bling" you guys dressed up in (referring to reject shop and stuff), shouting up in the stands, cheering snadie, ebony and may while they swam =) lawrence swimming (his googles were retarded) and stupid lucy and her team lawrence (lucy's got a thing for him..lalalalala...jking jking =P), lisa and amy joining in with the yr 11 guys to sing mr college a song (apparently from ms milner and it was supposed to be the titanic song...) Hey, hey baby...i wanna know oh oh if you'll my girl....hoo hah...=D funny everyone was staring =)and then i got bored after that....lol until the free time to swim....i sat at the edge dangling by legs in the pool until stupid lisa used the glitter green hats to scoop water and pour them on me >=) and then i was wet and then she pushed me in...but i think i wanted her to push me in cause i went in anyways and then i was soaking wet in jeans and all...lol but the whirlpool was cool =) and then i got home and i was still all wet..lol after wringing out my clothes and standing watching ppl dive from diving board....go amy =) i think the carnival oul've been better but still today was fun after all when you sum it up =) and...
Lisa, yesterday at sport i was pissed at you because you forced Jenny to do something she didn't want to do and I told you to not try out because once you made it, you couldn't drop out or there wouldn't be a team...but you still tried out with Amy because maybe you wanted to actually prove you could get in? Amy played probably for fun I suppose...well at the end when you all made it in Jenny didn't want to play and sign up because she didn't want to. And when i said you guys were forcing her to sign up you guys were like "We're asking." But you ppl just kept on repetitively asking until she signed up anyways so isn't that forcing/peer pressure? And later when i asked her "Did you really want to play hockey?" when you ppl weren't there...she said that she wanted to play fencing. You guys didn't really think what she wanted...you just thought about what you wanted...and when shirisha didn't want to play you just went oh ok then. Yeah...i wanted jenny to go to fencing instead of hockey because i'm not really close to ebony or joannie even though i like them but i would have respected jenny's decision if she said she wanted to go to hockey...but you ppl forced her to go to hockey...so yeah...
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
im ok now...
well i suppose school is fine now...besides having tomoz with double science and double maths...wat happened to sport...I'd rather that than double mahfouz T_T and double maths.
You kno...it was pretty funny how at first i deleted my old blog cause i gave it to rosa to fix and then i kinda got lost but then was like who cares but then i made another one...lol and whne i made this one i thought id like make one but like not write my name and stuff so ppl didnt know who i was so i could write stuff i ususally wouldn't say and yeah... and then i said i got another blog -.-' stupid old me
was reading ppl's blogs (mostly schare's and nina's evn tho i dont speak to them much but who cares =P) ilike ur layout nina and lizzie =) and schares was interesting evn tho she swore too many times till it got annoying (sorry...can't help it...im straight forward...sry *squiggly face*)
and i was thinking...most ppl take high school as a way to start a new life...like change who they are and stuff so they can fit in or shit...or maybe its just me? I contradict myself alot....when i think about my primary life im like wat's wrong with me but then it just blerh...its the past....
I used to miss primary in yr 7 cause it was spaz but then i was like why was i like that and stuff? i was a major weirdo in primary...lol i'm talking about myself...sheesh...
man i'm complicated wells i'll be going to pack bag and sleep and bring on wednesday T_T....maybe I'll TRY to like school...maybe =)
You kno...it was pretty funny how at first i deleted my old blog cause i gave it to rosa to fix and then i kinda got lost but then was like who cares but then i made another one...lol and whne i made this one i thought id like make one but like not write my name and stuff so ppl didnt know who i was so i could write stuff i ususally wouldn't say and yeah... and then i said i got another blog -.-' stupid old me
was reading ppl's blogs (mostly schare's and nina's evn tho i dont speak to them much but who cares =P) ilike ur layout nina and lizzie =) and schares was interesting evn tho she swore too many times till it got annoying (sorry...can't help it...im straight forward...sry *squiggly face*)
and i was thinking...most ppl take high school as a way to start a new life...like change who they are and stuff so they can fit in or shit...or maybe its just me? I contradict myself alot....when i think about my primary life im like wat's wrong with me but then it just blerh...its the past....
I used to miss primary in yr 7 cause it was spaz but then i was like why was i like that and stuff? i was a major weirdo in primary...lol i'm talking about myself...sheesh...
man i'm complicated wells i'll be going to pack bag and sleep and bring on wednesday T_T....maybe I'll TRY to like school...maybe =)
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Hallo!
OMG! I hate Yr 9...every class is like all mixed up...everyone is super quiet...it is super boring....i am super dead...lol. I have no one in my history elective class except for Michelle T_T...but I dont know whether I wanna change or not =( school's so boring rite now..just finished watching first kiss...it was ok...i thought she died in the end but she didnt. Maybe she should've died i ono....very bored..hate school...want yr 8!
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