wells holidays now and Christmas eve!!!
Now its holidays and end of the year its a new start and i can't remember anything of the year T-T
0-0
Hmmm
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
I want to make it big but since I have zilch html skills and all that I've learnt I'll have to look up again I cbb.
so anyways, enjoy XMAS!!
It's like the biggest event of the year!!!
Sunday, December 21, 2008
OMG!
I couldn't go anywhere this whole stupid week!!
My mum is like: Don't ask me anymore. My yeye has been twitching all week which means a bad omen is gonna happen if you go out and since my sis fell and killed her face I guess my mum has gone super superstitious -____- Gosh!
And then on Saturday I
mum nags like non-stop -___-
You're not allowed to go no where after this if you go out and then go on to chat blah blah blah
yeah keep msn-ing and you cant go party on mond -____-
F**%!! I swear the older parents get the worse they nag. ^(*%^%&^(%&
sigh.
I couldn't go anywhere this whole stupid week!!
My mum is like: Don't ask me anymore. My yeye has been twitching all week which means a bad omen is gonna happen if you go out and since my sis fell and killed her face I guess my mum has gone super superstitious -____- Gosh!
And then on Saturday I
mum nags like non-stop -___-
You're not allowed to go no where after this if you go out and then go on to chat blah blah blah
yeah keep msn-ing and you cant go party on mond -____-
F**%!! I swear the older parents get the worse they nag. ^(*%^%&^(%&
sigh.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
ANYWAYS
I wanna write a schedule since I saw Lisa's and Amy's xD
Sat 20/12 - Parramatta to spend David Jones gift voucher xP
Mon 22/12 - Pradeepti's party
Wed 24/12 - Lisa's picnic
Sat 3/12 - Annie's b'day party
Sun 4/12 - City with Annie's ppl xD
In between and after, City outing with group? random shopping trips plus bondi junction =D and that scrapbooking, finish drawing Tsubasa and POT and finish playing Fire Emblem (OMG. I finished stupid Chapter 2 but everyone died except for those that weren't allowed to die or Game over -____- then I realised i read the Victory terms wrong -____-) && Kingdom Hearts??
sigh. so many things to do.
Sat 20/12 - Parramatta to spend David Jones gift voucher xP
Mon 22/12 - Pradeepti's party
Wed 24/12 - Lisa's picnic
Sat 3/12 - Annie's b'day party
Sun 4/12 - City with Annie's ppl xD
In between and after, City outing with group? random shopping trips plus bondi junction =D and that scrapbooking, finish drawing Tsubasa and POT and finish playing Fire Emblem (OMG. I finished stupid Chapter 2 but everyone died except for those that weren't allowed to die or Game over -____- then I realised i read the Victory terms wrong -____-) && Kingdom Hearts??
sigh. so many things to do.
EDIT______________________________________________________________________no. 4
I'm going to kick something. I thought the RIP was abt the stupid school being pulled down with bui's Day One but now I know.
To a particular person. i have to rewrite what I wanted you to see because i got stupid ideas. -___- My fault. I had the biggest weirdest explosion in me when I thoguht of it in the morning. I don't know why. but:
I guess what I wrote you didn't get to read and I can't remember it but I think it sounded a bit funny but you're gonna find that light at the end of your tunnel so stay strong okay? and she's not gone forever because I believe she's gonna watch you grow and become an awesom-er person than you already are. And that big empty hole might always be there but you have everyone around you that loves you to fill it up. I probably can't understand what you are going through or feeling but we are all friends and friends stick together okay?
RIP. Zul is an awesome person and he's the second nicest and warmest guy I've met so far. And that means we are all gonna try look after him okay?
I think I might just give up on blogging =/
It takes up too much of my time xD
So like the last day of school ended on Friday for me and it was a spaz day. Period 6 0-0 and most of the day was a big heart attack...LOL
so anyways. It's holidays people and nearly yr 10. LOL wow. and i kinda realised I don't care anymore. haha. Like I see that face the sometimes pops up in my face and i kinda go eww.
so bye ppl. and ENJOY HOLIDAYS!!
P.S. Guess which teacher didn't get an award for long service and is leaving at Presentation Night? Mr McCord. Like WTF? How mean can they get. It was a good thing he let us trash that room :D
EDIT no. 3 -_-
OMFG. What is wrong with everyone's RIP-ing?? i thought it had something to do with karl's "sorry zul" pm and then I didn't ask so I immediately assumed another thing so I started typing up the randomest shit and then when my sis says what if the RIP thing was something else, I started second-guessing what I wrote and then I went online and saw all those RIPs and realised it wasn't abt that and then why is everyone doing that?? -_____-
and just then i had some stupid telemarketer who wouldn't shut up and kept going on and on even after i said no I'm not interested a billion times
The convo:
T: I would like to offer a phone plane which will save you money blah blah blah...
Me: I'm sorry. We're not interested.
T:No. we are not trying to sell you something blah blah blah
Me: ah no. i don't want this service
T: how much are you paying right now. Why wouldn't you want to save money. This is not a service blah blah blah
Me: I'm sorry. We're on a contract.
T: no no no darling. We aren't making you sign a contract. This is free.
Me: I'm sorry. We don't want to sign up with another company.
T: We aren't a company with this blah blah and we aren't trying to sell you products blah blah blah
Me: Sorry we aren't interested.
T: Why wouldn't you want soemthing free? You pay 60 bucks ( I didn't even say any of this -_-) and what, 20 bucks for you internet
Me: No I'm on a fusion plan. Internet and phone combined.
T: No no, we don't have any of these services connecting your internet and you dont have to change your address, phone number blah blah blah
omg -______________-
he wouldn't shut up and he kept going on and on in the curry accent xD
sigh.
i think about alot of things. and I think I think too much. =/ how random. hahaha
I'm going to kick something. I thought the RIP was abt the stupid school being pulled down with bui's Day One but now I know.
To a particular person. i have to rewrite what I wanted you to see because i got stupid ideas. -___- My fault. I had the biggest weirdest explosion in me when I thoguht of it in the morning. I don't know why. but:
I guess what I wrote you didn't get to read and I can't remember it but I think it sounded a bit funny but you're gonna find that light at the end of your tunnel so stay strong okay? and she's not gone forever because I believe she's gonna watch you grow and become an awesom-er person than you already are. And that big empty hole might always be there but you have everyone around you that loves you to fill it up. I probably can't understand what you are going through or feeling but we are all friends and friends stick together okay?
RIP. Zul is an awesome person and he's the second nicest and warmest guy I've met so far. And that means we are all gonna try look after him okay?
I think I might just give up on blogging =/
It takes up too much of my time xD
So like the last day of school ended on Friday for me and it was a spaz day. Period 6 0-0 and most of the day was a big heart attack...LOL
so anyways. It's holidays people and nearly yr 10. LOL wow. and i kinda realised I don't care anymore. haha. Like I see that face the sometimes pops up in my face and i kinda go eww.
so bye ppl. and ENJOY HOLIDAYS!!
P.S. Guess which teacher didn't get an award for long service and is leaving at Presentation Night? Mr McCord. Like WTF? How mean can they get. It was a good thing he let us trash that room :D
EDIT no. 3 -_-
OMFG. What is wrong with everyone's RIP-ing?? i thought it had something to do with karl's "sorry zul" pm and then I didn't ask so I immediately assumed another thing so I started typing up the randomest shit and then when my sis says what if the RIP thing was something else, I started second-guessing what I wrote and then I went online and saw all those RIPs and realised it wasn't abt that and then why is everyone doing that?? -_____-
and just then i had some stupid telemarketer who wouldn't shut up and kept going on and on even after i said no I'm not interested a billion times
The convo:
T: I would like to offer a phone plane which will save you money blah blah blah...
Me: I'm sorry. We're not interested.
T:No. we are not trying to sell you something blah blah blah
Me: ah no. i don't want this service
T: how much are you paying right now. Why wouldn't you want to save money. This is not a service blah blah blah
Me: I'm sorry. We're on a contract.
T: no no no darling. We aren't making you sign a contract. This is free.
Me: I'm sorry. We don't want to sign up with another company.
T: We aren't a company with this blah blah and we aren't trying to sell you products blah blah blah
Me: Sorry we aren't interested.
T: Why wouldn't you want soemthing free? You pay 60 bucks ( I didn't even say any of this -_-) and what, 20 bucks for you internet
Me: No I'm on a fusion plan. Internet and phone combined.
T: No no, we don't have any of these services connecting your internet and you dont have to change your address, phone number blah blah blah
omg -______________-
he wouldn't shut up and he kept going on and on in the curry accent xD
sigh.
i think about alot of things. and I think I think too much. =/ how random. hahaha
Thursday, December 11, 2008
5 things to say...
never to the face ><
1. I really don't understand what is wrong with me. LOL. it's got a lot of to with these lyrics >< ? It's like oh, no more of that weird thing in my stomach that felt like butterflies but wasn't but then I read the horoscope book (LMAO) and its like okay T_T so I worry or feel =/ when your not online and I'm like, you've blocked me. It's like I just gotta know your there to feel relief and don't think you've committed suicide. And for some reason, you keep me going to. Just to see you anyways. But you can't feel emo.
(P.S. I love you xD lol that's a book I read I justed wanted to type that up because of the P.S. LOL anyways continuing: To anyone reading what I'm writing, some parts are made up personality bits of a person so you won't really guess what I'm saying.)xP
2. Sometimes I'm thinking you really don't have the right to like someone. Because of your appearance. But then its like a cover for you to say secretly in crush with them so that you can feel bad knowing you're not supposed to and its like a burden and embarrassment to THEM. I hate you. You know that right? Because you piss me off so bad and suck at everything. But then again, the person who you are makes me happy and high sometimes, its just like that and you can make me jump, shout and run for miles in rain. But sometimes you're just like a deep dark hole and I can't understand you. It's retarded. It feels like you've become so many ppl trying to please everyone that now you can't find the real you. And it FRUSTRATEs and ANNNOYS me because I don't understand how a person is to know when they have landed the truth. So I will try to get to know you but right now its kinda a take as they please and go.
3. Sometimes life is hard. And you want to crawl in a hole and not come out and feel sorry for yourself and cry. I can't cry though. My tutor once said how her sister had depression and used to sit in reclusive corners and she refused to talk to anyone and would scream and cry and be emo but then on other times she would go high and crazy and could dance like no tomorrow. depression is a scary thing.
4. I wish i could tell ppl things but it makes me scared and worried. Way too much. Because I take up too much time worrying about others being happy and i don't stop to think is it working....i don't like ppl being sad around me or left out. I guess its the way i am...but it only applies to the ppl i care about.
5. To this particular person, we are supposed to be close but why do i struggle to make conversations with you and I have to make effort to hold one and i dread or I don't like being left alone with you because there is nothing to say. and there are alot of awkward silences. it's not supposed to be like that.
Now you can guess whats wrong with these lyrics =)
1. I really don't understand what is wrong with me. LOL. it's got a lot of to with these lyrics >< ? It's like oh, no more of that weird thing in my stomach that felt like butterflies but wasn't but then I read the horoscope book (LMAO) and its like okay T_T so I worry or feel =/ when your not online and I'm like, you've blocked me. It's like I just gotta know your there to feel relief and don't think you've committed suicide. And for some reason, you keep me going to. Just to see you anyways. But you can't feel emo.
(P.S. I love you xD lol that's a book I read I justed wanted to type that up because of the P.S. LOL anyways continuing: To anyone reading what I'm writing, some parts are made up personality bits of a person so you won't really guess what I'm saying.)xP
2. Sometimes I'm thinking you really don't have the right to like someone. Because of your appearance. But then its like a cover for you to say secretly in crush with them so that you can feel bad knowing you're not supposed to and its like a burden and embarrassment to THEM. I hate you. You know that right? Because you piss me off so bad and suck at everything. But then again, the person who you are makes me happy and high sometimes, its just like that and you can make me jump, shout and run for miles in rain. But sometimes you're just like a deep dark hole and I can't understand you. It's retarded. It feels like you've become so many ppl trying to please everyone that now you can't find the real you. And it FRUSTRATEs and ANNNOYS me because I don't understand how a person is to know when they have landed the truth. So I will try to get to know you but right now its kinda a take as they please and go.
3. Sometimes life is hard. And you want to crawl in a hole and not come out and feel sorry for yourself and cry. I can't cry though. My tutor once said how her sister had depression and used to sit in reclusive corners and she refused to talk to anyone and would scream and cry and be emo but then on other times she would go high and crazy and could dance like no tomorrow. depression is a scary thing.
4. I wish i could tell ppl things but it makes me scared and worried. Way too much. Because I take up too much time worrying about others being happy and i don't stop to think is it working....i don't like ppl being sad around me or left out. I guess its the way i am...but it only applies to the ppl i care about.
5. To this particular person, we are supposed to be close but why do i struggle to make conversations with you and I have to make effort to hold one and i dread or I don't like being left alone with you because there is nothing to say. and there are alot of awkward silences. it's not supposed to be like that.
Now you can guess whats wrong with these lyrics =)
Monday, December 8, 2008
I found out something today...heavy heavy rain makes me go high and crazy 0-0
for some reason
Amanda and me couldnt stop laughing at the flooding of elena's basement
and my teddy is stretched, dirty and wet T_T
I want to kill you ALi but i won't
aren't i so nice? >=)
anyhows i have gone sentimental with
Life is a bottle of happiness =)
and I can get locked up with those glows like fireflies in movies xD
for some reason
Amanda and me couldnt stop laughing at the flooding of elena's basement
and my teddy is stretched, dirty and wet T_T
I want to kill you ALi but i won't
aren't i so nice? >=)
anyhows i have gone sentimental with
Life is a bottle of happiness =)
and I can get locked up with those glows like fireflies in movies xD
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
la la la
I have this song stuck in my head all day
Right back where i started - Varsity
hmm maybe because this means something to me--->
"and I'm stupid and scared...afraid to show that i care"
xD
omg Christmas is broke time for me
ah wells
i get my phone back in 12 days =0
=D
Right back where i started - Varsity
hmm maybe because this means something to me--->
"and I'm stupid and scared...afraid to show that i care"
xD
omg Christmas is broke time for me
ah wells
i get my phone back in 12 days =0
=D
Monday, December 1, 2008
CHRISTMAS CHEER =)
Hi everybody!!
It's nearly Christmas time and that's when all the Christmas movies go on TV!!!
YAY!
Hmmm...polar express made me happy...I feel like watching the Grinch and Elf xD
LOL. Anyhows, today was a bit of a crappy day...maybe because of being ignorant but it is harder face to face than online xD
Oh wells. It's easier to get over every day when I put things into perspective =)
I guess I sometimes wish there was someone to tell but like, you don't want them to suddenly see you differently...and it's gonna happen. Like when a person changes, it happened to them and I saw them differently too...like treading on water....be careful what you have to say...
But you know when they say tellling others will make you feel better? It makes me feel a whole lot worse because I spend too much time worrying after that...=/
But it's easier being happy than sad...
so being green is better than being blue x)
mostly anyways....
so who's up for Christmas???
WOOHOO!
It's nearly Christmas time and that's when all the Christmas movies go on TV!!!
YAY!
Hmmm...polar express made me happy...I feel like watching the Grinch and Elf xD
LOL. Anyhows, today was a bit of a crappy day...maybe because of being ignorant but it is harder face to face than online xD
Oh wells. It's easier to get over every day when I put things into perspective =)
I guess I sometimes wish there was someone to tell but like, you don't want them to suddenly see you differently...and it's gonna happen. Like when a person changes, it happened to them and I saw them differently too...like treading on water....be careful what you have to say...
But you know when they say tellling others will make you feel better? It makes me feel a whole lot worse because I spend too much time worrying after that...=/
But it's easier being happy than sad...
so being green is better than being blue x)
mostly anyways....
so who's up for Christmas???
WOOHOO!
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