Let's say I AM two people... - Shadowesque

I don't know where Ebony got that quote from but yeah...lol. Thank you ebony and person that made quote.
Hmmm...
I was just wondering.

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I am loud, happy and I don't care about a thing in the world.
I go crazy.
I dance in the rain.
I whack at everything in sport xD.
I try.
I can say what I feel.
I do what I want.
I don't give a damn what you think.
I wear what I want. Say what I want. Think what I want.
And feel perfectly at ease without second-guessing myself.
I feel like I'm always around family.
There is no burden.
I can be me.
Not trying to be part of a materialistic world with Barbies and Kens.

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I think too much.
I am frequently in strange emo moods.
I don't know it myself.
I care too much...about everything.
I worry too much.
I get scared a lot...of stupid things.
I am not the person you think I am.
I am different.
BUT you can't see that side.
I care TOO MUCH.
24/7
I hate myself.
I hate it.
I want to be different.
Not me.
Somewhere else.
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Is this what a split personality is like?
It's hypothetical.
I guess it's not necessarily about me.
Wells, whatever you can decipher anyways...haha
when you can distinguish between the lies and the truth I will tell you.
But until then, it's too difficult. VERY.
and the you refers to you guys I guess.
haha. Isn't it weird when everyone seems to be normal but then they have all these random underlying layers. Wells, I do try. LOL
I laugh about it....wells bitterly anyhoos. Now isn't that weird.
Am I confusing? I hope I am because until a long long way away I hope you never find out until i am fine. =)