moody...

I haven't been writing much lately...most of the time there are things I want to say but then i forget to type it up...lol
I've been having mood swings lately...not on the outside of course....i think i had them most of the time when i could logically think...lol and i use lol a lot...although i find it really annoying when ppl actually say it...back to my mood swings...sometimes i feel like really happy but then i wonder- am i really happy...and then i get really down sometimes and then i feel empty...and i feel dead and sad...or sometimes i'm annoyed at everything and everyone around me and i feel as if i could rant and rave and shout all day long....sigh
and to friends (they know who I'm talking about) when i told you ppl about the sports thing...i didn't think you would understand...its kinda hard to explain i suppose but i though you guys would....i don't know...lol maybe I'll explain another day...
had a huge fight with my mum the other day...you know the crossing the divide camp..well i wanted to go heaps and then i wasn't allowed because in the beginning i ended up saying i didn't want to go...so i suppose it was kinda my fault but i kinda turned it around so it wasn't...and so my mum started yelling at me because i had asked for days and over and over....yeah i know. and some other stuff I'm not going to write.
Shinhwa is havin their final concerts in Japan and Korea T_T and i won't be able to see it T_T and they're releasing 9th album =) yay! They won't be together for sometime because stupid Korea made stupid law that every guy has to do army service for 2 WHOLE YEARS!!! ahhh...and so Minwoo and Dongwan and Eric i think (i only remember minwoo is doing it...I'm guessing) or was it minwoo, junjin and someone else...wait i know i ll check now.. i was rite...first group of ppl going to army
welps..its 11:20 pm rite now and i got North Shore tomoz T_T
btw Rosa maybe you should tell manda she's kinda being bitchy to Emma...yeah they don't like each other but still...it's kinda mean because if Emma wants to open window she can...manda doesn't have to go all bossy and mean. I think Emma's pretty nice right now actually....she's changed and i think it's better =)
looking at ur video of mia camp rosa and you ppl look so different...as in manda and you....manda smiles strange in fotos...looks funny...lol
welps im goign now...bye bye everyone reading this...=)